Sunday, January 21, 2007

Hey There Hottie

What if a hottie takes a pic of himself and make it as a handphone theme? ANY PLU would've died just to get the handphone theme, right?

Well, lucky me have found one of the greatest thing on earth. Well, at least for now that makes it the best thing on earth to me la.

Was browsing the web to look for new handphone themes and I came across this theme where a hottie posed for a pic and then made it a handphone theme and distributed it all over the net. He's EXTREMELY cooool in that pic and even though the pic covers only from his head till his naked shoulders, it's more than enough for me to put me into fantasy. *ahemz*

If only I come across such gorgeous man in my life, I would've died happily. IF only.

But I'm not sure bout all these sometimes. At times I feel that I still love my ex-girlfriend very much, but when I happen to meet a hunk/hottie/cuttie on the streets, I swear I would've given all my life to any of them. Seriously.

Which is why I'm currently in a dilemma of whether I should return to my ex or give myself more time to explore. I love her, but yet I'm afraid that I'll hurt her again if I'm with her again for some time just to find that I'm more into the same gender.

I'm in need of professional's help, NOW. My brain, the signals and my desires are killing me, fast. I'm becoming more humane, and I don't like it. I'm losing the abilities to guess people's mind, give wise advices, prediction and most importantly, self-help.

But then, until I know what's going on in my brain, I'm going to act as if I'm just an innocent human who's obsessed with fashion. Yep, that shall be it.

Oh by the way, it's been quite some time since New Year but I have yet to make any New Year Resolution(s), I guess now's the time to do it.

My New Year Resolutions are:
- to turn myself into another personality, again
- buy more designer clothes(since I'm gonna be obsessed with fashion)
- dress more classy(no point learning the attitude but not dressing well)
- put on more weight(preferable muscle mass; well, have been saying this for thousands of times but no actions were taken, hopefully this time's for real)
- getting myself attached(preferably a guy for now since I've yet to try a guy-guy relationship and I think it'll provide me much help in deciding my sexuality)
- completely stop the 'sissy' teasing by my friends(few more steps only, I can make it!)
- last but not least, to do well in exams(I do study k!)

This entry has totally drifted away from the main point. But then again, it has saved me lots of time from writing more boring entries. Should do this more next time, save the interesting stories and post them all in one entry. What a brilliant idea!

Some pics of MY hottie(whoever has this theme better delete it before I hunt you down and murder you for keeping my hottie in your filthy phone, heh):




And yeah, the pics are ALL the same. He's too hot ma, what to do?

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