Thursday, January 31, 2008

Tribute to Heath Ledger

Heath Ledger fucking died!

The last time I heard of him, he was alive and showed no sign of dying. But he just freaking died. When I am on a trip to Italy, with limited time and place to online.

He freaking died on me! Without me knowing, if not because of the insignificant line on XiaXue's blog!

And I thought it was not true!

Overdose of drug?! No way! How is that possible?! This is too much for me to handle. I feel as though the world is crumbling. Too much of information to register.

I need someone to hold me. A hot guy will do.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

The Bitch Way

It feels good to be a bitch. Being bitchy is SO good for the soul.

When I was young, I hated bitches mainly because they're bimbos. Never wanted to have any sort of contact with them. Thought that they're just some immature people who live in their own glamorous world, don't give a damn about anything at all, look down on people, insult people whenever they get the chance. Basically thought that they're just a bunch of low-life organisms.

It was so wrong. They're doing this because they can! And we're disliking and hating them because we're jealous!

Don't you anti-bitches out there make a big fuss over this matter. I'm only stating my opinions.

Now, if you allow me.

People act like bitches because they can. Say, Paris Hilton. People say she's a bitch, and they dislike her to the max. They think that she's useless. Well, people should take a closer look at her. She's a jewel! Why is she a bitch? Because she's an heiress and is wasting her family's money? Oh please, Miss Hilton said she didn't get allowance from her parents after high school. Ever single cent she's been spending after high school has been her own money. Her own, as in she earned it herself. Well, since she's a bitch, she might've lied. Why do people care anyway? If you're not satisfied with her fate of being born into a rich family, start working harder to at least be a millionaire so that you or your children can also live the glamorous life!

And before you guys think of her as a stupid person, think again. She's not stupid AT ALL. She's smarter than many people out there who have nothing better to do with their lives besides bad-mouthing others. At least Miss Hilton has her own line of perfumes, hair extensions and her solo album. Probably she pulled strings to make these things happen, and they probably involed money, but who cares? The only reason why anyone would care is that they're jealous of her.

Back to me hating bitches. Never liked bitches when I was young, never liked them even during high school, but things changed when I entered college. It was a college well-known for it's partying students before excellent grades the college produces each semester. It was then I realise that there is no point hating them. Though it's a party college, it never fails to produce good grades every semester. The reason? It's because the students balanced their lives well. They know when to be bitchy, when to study hard.

Still, I never accepted the life of a bitchy student, mostly because I couldn't balance my life between studying and gaming, what more partying?

But it doesn't mean that I didn't acquire the ability of being bitchy.

After college, I rushed myself into med school. Here I am, in a foreign country for the sceond year, without my bitchy friends and family to back me up when I need their help. The key to survival is to be bitchy whenever needed. But the thing is, I couldn't bring myself to be bitchy to anyone. For many years, I've been brought up not to be bitchy, it's not easy to just forget about things I was taught and be bitchy.

Which is why people take advantage of me. And when I refuse to be taken advantage of, I become the bad guy. I'm the selfish one, I'm the one making a big fuss over a small matter, I'm the one 'who used to be a good friend but has changed'. Most of the time I'll just take in the crap people throw in my direction, thinking that by doing so, people will someday realise the amount of crap they're throwing at me and will at least reduce the amount, if not stop totally.

The plan so did not work out. Not only are they throwing more crap at me, they're spreading rumours about me! So cannot make it la these people, claim to be adults but do such things to people.

Tsk tsk.

Someday, I shall unleash the bitch within me. They should know how bitchy I can be. Then they'll show me some respect.

Man, I'm already a bitch by posting such an entry! But who cares? I own this blog. I get the right to say whatever I want, and no one gets to judge.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

2008

Happy New Year 2008 everyone! May this coming new year bring good luck to all of us in all aspects!

Sorry for the super short entry because I'm currently very busy!

Happy New Year again!


xoxo